I have a goal, a rather unusual goal when I come to think of it, that has taken shape in my mind over the past year or so, and I am going to try to express it here.
What I want, what I am kind of striving for, is to be able to stay at my death something other than: “Curse it all! How unfair! What a horror! What a cheat all of this is!” And other complaints of this very unpleasant nature.
My goals do not include retire wealthy beyond my dreams, well respected and well rewarded for major contributions in arts, science, politics, etc. I don’t think I have any of that in me. But what I can do is live cheerfully, make a modest contribution to the world around me, do the best I can, and when the end comes, BE GRATEFUL FOR THE TIME THAT I HAVE HAD.
This spirit of thanksgiving seems like a small thing, but I am coming to believe it is in fact of the greatest importance. But my focus is not only that one moment, but on how that one future moment might help me to live gratefully NOW, pleased and delighted with the weather, the foods, the loves, the goodness that I have experienced everyday, overwhelmed with gratitude for the chance to be here, to be here now, to have had the time I have had and to have been able to lend a helping hand along the way to others.
So I hope to fulfill this goal, assuming I have the time and the presence of mind to do it, by offering my prayers of thanksgiving to God for what I have enjoyed in this life, what I have loved in this life, how I have had the chance to grow up a bit to see the big picture, etc.
Unusual, I know. But I work towards it every day as I am able and find that the consideration of that one moment at the end is making all my now moments richer.
Take a breath, give thanks, enjoy the 24 hours ahead of you!
Man Alive